I hate that we have no control over the direction our lives take. Fate... is a funny thing and as we all know, I'm sure.. it can work in your favor or against it. I don't know what to do when good things start to happen, its almost like I can't handle it. Does that make sense? I don't want to say "I'm scared" because I don't necessarily think thats the word best fit to describe it. I'm just, I don't know, in a daze? Life is happening and I'm healing and it just is. I have a newfound appreciation for myself and the people I keep in my life. 9 months today.. Jake's 21st birthday and I don't want to jinx it but... I'll be damned. I'm smiling.
Life is currently beautiful. Alot beautiful. Its crazy.
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