Breaking up is hard to do? while it wasn't the fault of anyone in particular, it was needed. I don't feel bad. Does that make me horrible? All these years, all these emotions and sad isn't one of them..? At-least not where my relationship is concerned it's not.

I realize my problems and what I need to fix about myself. I know who I want to be and I know what I want to be. I just I need to be okay. I need to be my self, my WHOLE self. I need help. I need to be myself.

I used to believe broken people would rule the world... I refuse to see that happen.. I've been lost for the better part of 3 years and I just can't. I can't do it anymore.

The first step is realizing you have a problem.
The second step is physically doing something about it.

For now, this chapter of my life has come to an end and while there is nothing wrong with looking back.. if YOU aren't the YOU, you were, than nothing is the same and it would be silly to think so.